TTA001.txt

‚±‚ñ‚È‚à‚ñ‚Å‚¢‚©‚ª‚Å‚µ‚åH ;-- ;   ƒVƒiƒŠƒI•” ;-- ;*debugjump *s_01 allsphide bg black,25 monocro #FFFFFF bg "bg\roji1.jpg",28 allspresume lsp 1,":a;sys\title1.bmp",0,200: print 24 : delay 1500 : csp 1 mov $PreviewComment,"Bab Satu: Pertemuan" mov $SubTitle,"_1" gosub *set_win ;mov %MainTextSpeed,0 allsphide bg black,26 monocro off allspresume bgmstop bgm "snd\silence.ogg" ;--- SEUNG'S COMMENT --- ; Generally speaking, as I told you before, I like what you've done to this. ; The following are nitpicks that you can choose to listen to or not listen to, ; of course, at your pleasure. ;--- ;–l‚ªgƒ}ƒCh‚É‚ ‚Á‚½‚Ì‚ÍAƒjƒ…[ƒn[ƒtƒpƒu‚ÅƒoƒCƒg‚µ‚Ä‚¢‚½Žž‚¾‚Á‚½B\ ;I was working part-time at a new-half pub when 'Mai' and I first crossed paths.\ `Aku bekerja di sebuah bar ketika 'Mai' dan Aku berpapasan.\ allsphide bg "BG\eyes0906.jpg",24 bgmstop bgm "snd\loop8.ogg" allspresume ;‘åŠw‘²‹ÆŒãA‘åŽèL‘ã—“X‚ÉAE‚µ‚½–l‚ÍA–ˆ“ú‹ì‚¯‚¸‚è‰ñ‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½B@ ;L‘ã—“X‚È‚ñ‚Ä‚¢‚¦‚Î•·‚±‚¦‚Í‚¢‚¢‚ªA‰½‚Ì‚±‚Æ‚Í‚È‚¢Šé‹Æ‚ÌŒä—p•·‚«‚Æ•Ï‚í‚ç‚È‚¢B@ ;‚Ð‚½‚·‚ç“ª‚ð‚³‚°AƒŠƒx[ƒg‚âÚ‘Ò‚ÅŒÚ‹q‚Ì‹@Œ™‚ð‚Æ‚èAŽ©•ª‚Ì¬Ñ‚ðã‚°‚éB@ ;“¯‹Æ‘¼ŽÐ‚ÆƒVƒFƒA‚ð‘ˆ‚¢A“¯—»‚Æ‚¢‚¤–¼‚Ìƒ‰ƒCƒoƒ‹’B‚ÆŒ÷Ñ‚ð‹£‚¤B\ ;After graduating from university, I took a job at a large advertising agency. Every day, I busied myself with work.@ ;br ;Oh, it sounded nice to say that I was working at an advertising agency, but there was nothing special about it. All we did was bow to requests from clients.@ ;br ;We bowed like crazy, got on the clients' good side with rebates and entertainment, and worked on boosting our own sales.@ ;br ;We competed for market share with other firms in the same business, and for achievements with our colleagues, who were also our rivals.\ `Setelah lulus dari universitas, Aku mengambil pekerjaan di sebuah perusahaan periklanan. Setiap hari, Aku menyibukkan diriku sendiri dengan pekerjaan.@ br `Oh, kelihatannya menyenangkan untuk dikatakan kalau Aku bekerja di sebuah perusahaan periklanan, tapi di sana tidak ada yang spesial tentang itu. Apa yang kami lakukan tergantung pada permintaan dari klien.@ br `Kami bergantungkan pada permintaan klien, karena kami tidak bisa bekerja di perusahaan periklanan ini tanpa itu.@\ br `Tidak hanya itu saja, kami juga berkompetisi di pasar dengan perusahaan lainnya, dan untuk prestasi-prestasi dengan kolega kami, yang juga adalah rival kami.\ ;–ˆ“ú–ˆ“úASg‚ð‚·‚èŒ¸‚ç‚·‚³‚Ü‚ÍA¡Žv‚¦‚Î‚Ü‚é‚ÅgƒXƒŠƒRƒMh‚Ì‚æ‚¤‚ÅŠŠŒm‚¾B@ ;‚Q”N”¼‚Ù‚Ç‚ª‰ß‚¬A‹N°Œã’…‘Ö‚¦‚ÉƒNƒ[ƒ[ƒbƒg‚ÉŒü‚©‚¨‚¤‚Æ‚µ‚½Ž©•ª‚ª^‚Á’¼‚®•à‚¯‚Ä‚¢‚È‚¢Ž–‚É‹C‚Ã‚¢‚½B\ ;When I think back on it now, it was laughable how I would wear my body and soul down each day, as though with a mortar and pestle.@ ;br ;After about two and a half years, I realised something as I got up from bed and headed to my closet to change - I could no longer walk straight.\ `Ketika Aku memikirkan itu sekarang, ini menggelikan bagaimana Aku memakai tubuh dan jiwaku setiap hari.@ br `Setelah sekitar dua dan setengah tahun, Aku menyadari sesuatu saat Aku bangun dari bed dan pergi menuju kloset untuk berganti - ALu tidak dapat berjalan lurus.\ ;ˆãŽÒ‚É‚æ‚éf’f‚ðŽó‚¯‚½Œ‹‰ÊA ;br ;g•a–¼@Ž©—¥_ŒoŽ¸’²Çh@ ;br ;‚±‚Ì•a–¼‚Í‚Í‚Á‚«‚è‚Æ‚µ‚½•a–¼‚ª‚Â‚¯‚ç‚ê‚È‚¢Žž‚É‚Â‚¯‚ç‚ê‚éA’ŠÛ“I‚È–¼‹`‚Å‚ ‚é‚±‚Æ‚ÍA‚È‚ñ‚Æ‚È‚­‚Å‚Í‚ ‚é‚ªA’m‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½B\ ;The diagnosis, after my doctor had examined me:@ ;br ;"Myotonic dystrophy."@ ;br ;The reward from my company for two and a half years of first-rate service was a small severance payment and a 'retirement due to personal circumstances.'\ `Hasil diagnosa dari dokter yang telah memeriksaku:@ br `"Myotonic dystrophy."@ br `Bayaran dari perusahaanku untuk pelayanan selama dua setengah tahun hanyalah gaji yang sedikit dan sebuah 'pengunduran diri karena keadaan personal.'.\ ;uŠFŒN‚Æ“¯‚¶‚©AŒNˆÈã‚É“­‚¢‚Ä‚¢‚é‚ñ‚¾‚æH ;‚»‚à‚»‚à•åW—v€‚É‚©‚¢‚Ä‚ ‚Á‚½‚ëH ;gSg‚Æ‚à‚ÉŒ’N‚Èl‚ð•åW‚µ‚Ü‚·h‚Á‚Ä‚³Hv@ ;lŽ–‰Û’·‚ÌŒ¾—t‚ª‹ó‹•‚Å‚¤‚Â‚ë‚É‚È‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½“ª‚Ì’†‚ð’Ê‚è‰ß‚¬‚Ä‚¢‚Á‚½B\ ;I can still remember how the HR manager's words shot straight through my hollow, empty head.@ ;br ;"Everyone's working just as hard as you are or even harder, you know.@/ ; Besides, you saw what we wrote in our recruitment ad, didn't you?@/ ; 'We're looking for people who are physically and mentally fit.'"\ `Aku masih dapat mengingat bagaimana kata-kata manager HR yang ditujukan kepadaku.@ br `"Semua orang yang bekerja sama kerasnya sepertimu bahkan lebih, kamu tahu?@/ `Di samping itu. kamu melihat apa yang kami tulis di iklan, bukan?@/ `'Kami mencari orang-orang yang kesehatan dan mentalnya sehat.'"\ allsphide bg black,24 bgmstop bg "BG\ima3.jpg",25 bgmstop bgm "snd\loop9.ogg" allspresume ;‹x‚ÞŠÔ‚à‚È‚­“­‚¢‚Ä‚¢‚½‚Q”N”¼‚ÍA‹à‚ðŽg‚¤ŽžŠÔ‚ð—^‚¦‚¸A ;‚Ü‚½–c‘å‚ÈŽc‹ÆŽžŠÔ‚Í‚»‚ê‚È‚è‚ÌŽû“ü‚ð—^‚¦A”ç“÷‚É‚à‚»‚±‚»‚±‚Ì’™’~‚Æ‚È‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½B\ ;For the last two and a half years, I had been working non-stop with no time to spend any money.@ ;br ;Ironically, this fact, together with with the considerable income I had earned from the enormous amount of overtime I had done, meant that I had managed to save a fair amount of money.\ `Untuk dua setengah tahun terakhir, Aku telah bekerja tanpa berhenti dengan tanpa waktu untuk menghabiskan uang.@ br `Ironisnya, fakta ini, bersamaan dengan gaji yang Aku peroleh dari waktu yang Aku gunakan, berarti kalau Aku harus bisa mengaturnya untuk disimpan.\ ;‰ïŽÐ‚ðg‚â‚ß‚³‚¹‚ç‚ê‚½hŽŸ‚Ì“ú‚©‚ç–l‚ÍA‚Ð‚½‚·‚ç–{‚ð“Ç‚ñ‚¾B@ ;ƒgƒ‹ƒXƒgƒC‚©‚çƒcƒ‹ƒQ[ƒlƒt‚©‚çA‘¾ÉŽ¡‚©‚ç‹gì‰pŽ¡‚©‚ç’r”g³‘¾˜Y‚©‚çA‚ä‚¤‚«‚è‚ñ‚â‚ç‚Ð‚½‚·‚ç“Ç‚ñ‚¾B\ ;From the day after I was 'required to retire' by the company, I devoted all of my time to reading.@ ;br ;I read everything I could get my hands on: from Tolstoy to Turgenev, Dazai to Yoshikawa, Ikenami to Yuukirin, et cetera.\ `Dari hari di mana Aku dipensiunkan oleh perusahaanku, Aku menghabiskan waktuku dengan membaca.@ br `Aku membaca semua yang Aku dapat, dari Tolstoy hingga Turgenev, Dazai hingga Yoshikawa, Ikenami hingga Yuukirin, dan lain-lain.\ ;¬à‚É“Ç‚Ý–O‚«‚é‚ÆATŠ§V’ª‚âƒAƒTƒqŒ|”\‚âƒvƒŒƒCƒ{[ƒC‚â‰Ô‚Æ‚ä‚ß‚Ü‚Å“Ç‚ñ‚¾B\ ;When I tired of reading novels, I would read the "Weekly Shinchou", "Asahi Arts", "Playboy" and even "Hana to Yume".\ `Ketika Aku bosan membaca novel, Aku biasanya membaca majalah mingguan seperti "Shinchou", "Asahi Arts", "Playboy", dan "Hana to Yume".\ ;‚µ‚©‚µA”¼”N‚Ù‚Ç‚Å‚»‚ñ‚È¶Šˆ‚ÍI‚í‚è‚ð‚°‚éB@ ;–{‚ª”ƒ‚¦‚È‚­‚È‚Á‚½‚µAH—¿‚à”ƒ‚¦‚È‚­‚È‚Á‚½B@ ;Œ»ŽÀ“I‚È–â‘è‚Æ‚µ‚ÄA‚¨‹à‚ª’ê‚ðs‚«Žn‚ß‚½‚Æ‚¢‚¤Ž–ŽÀ‚É’¼–Ê‚µ‚½‚Ì‚¾B\ ;But about half a year later, that lifestyle came to an end.@ ;br ;I was no longer able to buy books, or even food.@ ;br ;As a matter of practical reality, I was confronted with the fact that my savings had begun to run out.\ `Tapi sekitar setengah tahun yang akan datang, gaya hidupku akan berakhir.@ br `Aku sudah tidak bisa lagi membeli buku, ataupun makanan.@ br `Yang membuat itu lebih nyata lagi adalah tabunganku sudah mulai habis.\ allsphide bg "BG\mach.jpg",25 allspresume ;ŽU•à‚Éo‚©‚¯‚½æ‚ÌAƒVƒ‡ƒbƒsƒ“ƒOƒ‚[ƒ‹‚Ì’†‚É‚ ‚éƒtƒ@[ƒXƒgƒt[ƒh“X‚É‚ ‚Á‚½–³—¿‹lŽ‚ðŽ‚¿‹A‚èAAEŒû‚ð‹™‚éB\ ;While outside on a walk, I picked up a free job-seeker's magazine from outside a fast food shop in a shopping centre.@ ;br ;Leafing through it as I walked home, I began to search for employment.\ `Ketika sedang keluar, Aku mengambil majalah pekerjaan dari penjual makanan cepat saji di swalayan.@ br `Ku baca saat berjalan ke rumah, Aku mulai mencari pekerjaan dari majalah itu.\ ;‰½‚Å‚à—Ç‚©‚Á‚½B@ ;‰½‚É‚È‚è‚½‚¢‚Æ‚©A@ ;‰½‚ð‚µ‚½‚¢‚Æ‚©A@ ;‚à‚¤‚Ç‚¤‚Å‚à—Ç‚©‚Á‚½B\ ;What I wanted to be.@ ;br ;What I wanted to do.@ ;br ;None of these things were important anymore.@ ;br ;I'd settle for a job - any job.\ `Yang Aku inginkan adalah.@ br `Yang ingin Aku lakukan adalah.@ br `Semua pernyataan itu sudah tidak penting lagi kini.@ br `Aku akan melakukan sebuah pekerjaan - pekerjaan apapun.\ ;‚¾‚©‚çƒjƒ…[ƒn[ƒtƒpƒugƒVƒƒƒ“ƒeƒBh‚Ìƒ{[ƒCŒ“Ž––±ˆõ‚Ì•åW‚É‰ž•å‚µ‚½‚Ì‚à ;br ;g‚È‚ñ‚Æ‚È‚­h\ ;That was why I ended up applying for a job as an office boy and clerk at the new-half pub 'Shanty.'@ ;br ;"No particular reason at all."\ `Dan akhirnya Aku memilih bekerja di sebuah bar bernama 'Shanty'.@ br `"Tidak ada alasan untuk itu."\ allsphide bg black,10,1500 bgmstop bg "BG\bar029.jpg",25 bgmstop bgm "snd\loop13.ogg" allspresume ;ŠJ“X‘O‚Ì“X‚Í‰½ŒÌ‚©‚·‚±‚µŽâ‚µ‚»‚¤‚¾B@ ;‚ ‚Æ‰½ŽžŠÔ‚©‚·‚ê‚ÎA“X‚Ì‚a‚f‚l‚É¬‚¶‚Á‚½ ;g—‚ÌŽqi‚ÆŒÄ‚Î‚ê‚é‚Ý‚½‚¢‚¾jh ;‚Ì›gº‚Æ‹q’B‚ÌŠ«º‚ª‚±‚Ì‹óŠÔ‚ð–ž‚½‚·‚Ì‚¾‚ë‚¤B\ ;For some reason, the shop felt somewhat desolate before opening hours.@ ;br ;A few hours later, and this space would no doubt be filled with the shop's background music, mingled with the cries of the 'girls' (for that was apparently what they were called) and the yells of the customers.\ `Untuk alasan tertentu, toko terasa sepi sebelum jam buka.@ br `Beberapa jam kemudian, toko ini yang tadinya sepi kini dipenuhi dengan musik, jeritan para 'gadis' (memang kelihatannya mereka dipanggil seperti itu) dan teriakkan para pelanggan.\ ;“X‚ÌƒtƒƒAƒ}ƒl[ƒWƒƒ[‚ÆŽv‚í‚µ‚«‚R‚O’j‚ÍAŠç‚Ì‘¢ì‚ª‘S‘Ì“I‚É“ª’¸•”‚Ì‚Ù‚¤‚Éˆø‚Á’£‚ç‚ê‚½‚æ‚¤‚È‚Â‚­‚è‚É‚È‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚ÄA ;–l‚Í‚È‚ñ‚Æ‚È‚­i‚±‚Ìl‚Í‚Ð‚«‚Â‚è‚¾j‚È‚ñ‚ÄŽv‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½B\ ;The person I assumed to be the floor manager was a man in his thirties, with a face that looked as though it was being pulled wholesale towards his scalp.@ ;br ;Before long, I'd started to mentally refer to him as 'Stretch.'\ `Orang yang mengamsusikan Aku menjadi manager lantai adala seorang pria berumur tiga puluhan, dengan wajah yang kelihatan tua.@ br `Sekarang Aku mulai memanggilnya dengan 'Stretch'.\ ;Ž––±Š‚É’Ê‚³‚ê‚½–l‚ÍAŽè‚ÉŽ‚Á‚½—š—ð‘‚ÆE–±Œo—ð‘‚ðAg‚Ð‚«‚Â‚èh‚É“n‚·B\ ;Having been let through to the office, I handed my resume and employment history over to Stretch.\ `Setelah masuk kantornya, Aku menyerahkan riwayat pekerjaanku kepada Stretch.\ ;‚Æ‚è‚ ‚¦‚¸A‰¼Ì—p‚Æ‚¢‚¤‚±‚Æ‚Å‚µ‚Î‚ç‚­‚ÌŠÔƒAƒ‹ƒoƒCƒgˆµ‚¢‚Å‚±‚¿‚ç‚Å“­‚­‚±‚Æ‚É‚È‚Á‚½–l‚ÍA–ÊÚ‚Ì–¾‚­‚é“ú‚©‚ç“X‚ÌƒtƒƒA‚ð…‚Ô‚«‚µ‚Ä‚¢‚½B\ ;As things turned out, I was provisionally hired to work on a part-time basis, and the very next day, I was there wiping the floor.\ `Semuanya terwujud, Aku dipekerjakan di sana untuk paruh waktu, dan hari berikutnya, Aku berada di sana mengepel lantai.\ ;ŠJ“X‚Ì‚PŽžŠÔ‘O‚ÌŒßŒã‚UŽž‚É‚Í“X‚É“ü‚èA“X“à‚Ì´‘|A‚»‚Ì“ú”[“ü‚³‚ê‚½H—¿•iAŽð—Þ‚Ì•â[Ag—‚ÌŽqh‚ÌƒVƒtƒg‚âoŒ‡‚ÌŠm”F‚È‚Ç‚Ìì‹Æ‚É’Ç‚í‚ê‚éB@ ;‚±‚±‚ÅA‰ïŽÐˆõŽž‘ã‚ÉK“¾‚µ‚½Œo—Ž––±”\—Í‚ª”­Šö‚³‚ê‚é‚Ì‚àA‚È‚ñ‚¾‚©•sŽv‹c‚È‚à‚Ì‚¾‚Á‚½B\ ;At 6pm, an hour before the shop opened, I would come in and take care of such tasks as cleaning the shop, restocking the day's supply of food and alcohol and checking the shifts and absences for each 'girl.'@ ;br ;It was a somewhat strange feeling to see the management abilities that I'd picked up from my salaryman days put into use in this manner.\ `Saat jam 6 sore, sejam sebelum toko buka, Aku datang untuk mengurusi tugas kebersihan di sana, memuat ulang kebutuhan makanan dan alkohol dan mengecek shift dan absensi untuk setiap 'gadis'.@ br `Aku merasakan perasaan yang aneh saat melihat kemampuan manajemen saat Aku mengambil dari hari-hari salaryman-ku.\ ;g—‚ÌŽqh‚ÌƒVƒtƒg‚ÍŠJ“X‚ÌŒßŒã‚UŽž‚©‚ç•Â“X‚ÌŒß‘O‚RŽž‚Ü‚Å‚Ì‚ ‚¢‚¾A‚»‚ê‚¼‚ê‚ÌŽq‚É‚æ‚Á‚ÄˆÙ‚È‚éB\ ;The shifts would differ for each 'girl', each being sometime between when the shop opened at 6pm and when it closed at 3am.\ `Shift untuk setiap 'gadis' berbeda, setiap waktu diantara ketika toko buka jam 6 sore dan ketika toko akan tutup sekitar jam 3 pagi.\ ;ŠJ“X‚©‚ç•Â“X‚Ü‚ÅƒI[ƒ‹‚Å“ü‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚éŽqB@ ;g’‹‚ÌŽdŽ–h‚ÆŠ|‚¯Ž‚¿‚µ‚Ä‚¢‚é‚½‚ßA’ZŽžŠÔ‚Å“ü‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚éŽqB@ ;‚¢‚í‚ä‚ég“¯”ºh‚Æ‚¢‚í‚ê‚é‹q‚Æ‘Ò‚¿‡‚í‚¹‚Ä“ü“X‚·‚éŽqB@ ;‚»‚ê‚ç‚ð“¥‚Ü‚¦‚½‚¤‚¦‚ÅAT‚Ì’†‚Å‚Ìo‹Î“ú‚Æ‚ÌŒ“‚Ë‡‚¢‚ª‚ ‚é‚½‚ßAƒXƒPƒWƒ…[ƒ‹‚ÌŠÇ—‚Í‚È‚©‚È‚©”ÏŽG‚Æ‚È‚éB@ ;‚±‚¤‚¢‚Á‚½‚Æ‚±‚ë‚ÍAˆê”Ê‚ÌŠé‹Æ‚É‹ß‚¢‚à‚Ì‚ª‚ ‚é‚Ì‚©‚à‚µ‚ê‚È‚¢B\ ;'Girls' who'd be there from opening to closing.@ ;br ;'Girls' who'd only be there for a short time, because they were holding down day jobs.@ ;br ;'Girls' who would only come in for appointments with their so-called 'regulars'.@ ;br ;Managing the schedule was a frustrating task, as I had to bear in mind the circumstances of all of these 'girls', as well as the days of the week that they were working.@ ;br ;In this regard, my job wasn't all that different from one in a normal industry.\ `'Gadis' yang ada di sana dari jam buka hingga jam tutup.@ br `'Gadis' yang bekerja di sana hanya sebentar, karena mereka membawa hari-hari kerja.@ br `'Gadis' yang hanya akan datang jika ada perjanjian dengan pelanggan.@ br `Mengatur jadwal adalah sesuatu yang memfrustasikan, diingat dari keadaan dari setiap 'gadis', dan juga hari-hari di dalam waktu seminggu ketika mereka bekerja.@ br `Dalam hal seperti ini, pekerjaanku tidak ada bedanya dengan pekerjaan di perusahaan biasa.\ allsphide bg "BG\roji1.jpg",25 allspresume ;Ž––±ˆ—‚ðI‚¦AƒtƒƒA‚Ìƒwƒ‹ƒv‚Éo‚½–l‚ÍA ;—ëŽž‚ð‰ß‚¬‚½‚±‚ë‚æ‚¤‚â‚­A‹xŒe‚ðŽæ‚é‚±‚Æ‚ª‚Å‚«‚½B@ ;— ‚Ì’Ê—pŒû‚ð‚ ‚¯‚ÄAÏ‚Ýd‚Ë‚ç‚ê‚½‹ó‚«” ‚©‚çA”äŠr“IãY—í‚È‚µ‚Á‚©‚è‚µ‚½‚à‚Ì‚ðŽæ‚èo‚µAŠÊƒR[ƒq[‚ðŽ‚Á‚½–l‚Í˜‚ð‰º‚ë‚·B\ ;Having finishing my managerial duties for the night, I went out to help on the floor.@ ;br ;It was only after midnight that I was finally able to take a break.@ ;br ;Opening up the back door, I picked out a relatively sturdy box from a nearby pile and sat down with my canned coffee.\ Setelah menyelesaikan tugasku malam ini, Aku keluar untuk membersihkan lantai.@ br `Saat itu tengah malam ketika Aku sedang istirahat.@ br `Membuka pintu belakang, Aku mengambil boks dari tumpukkan terdekat dan duduk sambil minum kopi kaleng.\ allsphide bgmstop bgm "snd\silence.ogg" bg "BG\tuki1.jpg",26 allspresume ;ŒŽ‚ª‘å‚«‚¢cB@ ;br ;br ;–éŠO‚É‚¢‚Ä‚àŠ¦‚³‚ðŠ´‚¶‚È‚¢‹Gß‚É‚È‚è‚©‚©‚Á‚Ä‚¢‚½B\ ;The moon was big...@ ;br ;It was coming to the season when it was no longer cold outside, even at night.\ `Bulan saat ini terlihat besar.@ br `Itu tergantung pada musim ketika suhu di luar sudah tidak dingin, sekalipun malam ini.\